Healing Earthquakes: Poems by Jimmy Santiago Baca
Author:Jimmy Santiago Baca
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9780802198549
Publisher: Grove Atlantic
Published: 2001-09-15T00:00:00+00:00
Nine
I am trying to say
if you want to be with me, be with me,
if you donât, then donâtâ
if the latter is true, donât let these poems flatter you,
they are intended for more than flattery,
they are birth poems of love from me to you,
from my abdomen, full of blood, fear, love, guilt,
devotion.
Do not love me, do not commit yourself to me, do not honor me
with your heart
if you secretly donât intend to, if you donât want to.
I must move on, to fall in love with trees, cathedral bells, soft
evenings, snowy mountains,
cafés, books, music.
Start your life,
create your environment where you flourish, where
your gifts
become fire to the kindling in drought-stricken souls,
become the woman you desire.
What good is love if you desire another between us,
what good is love if you flirt with others,
what good is love if you do not surrender yourself to your lover
as I would to you, fully and totally, with complete honesty and
commitment,
your knees, your breast, your lips, your voice,
the only reason I love them is because of the soul-energy
that fills them.
Your heart and soul
are like the rarest of turquoise jungle birds,
fit only for warrior hearts,
which I have, which I live with and which I offer you.
Tonight I wish I could dine with you, candlelight and wine,
low talk, listening to you tell me things, teach me of your soul
and dreams,
tonight I wish I could go to a movie and hold your hand,
whisper my thoughts to you.
Tonight we could walk, we could drive to the mountaintop and
tell each other
our fondest wishes and most coveted dreams,
and what you shared with me I would cherish,
hold close to my heart like a young boy with a flame in each
hand
to lead him through the dark.
You must understand, leave or stay, but know
I believe and have tremendous faith
that if you flung fear away, if you truly loved me, youâd tell
the world
of your love, conceal nothing,
and I would in turn do the same.
I would never let you down.
Tonight it is late and Iâm alone again,
I see you in New York stepping out of a cab,
I see you camping in the mountains and telling me your
feelings,
I see your heart
when I look at the moon,
I see your smile when I see the hummingbird at the lilac
bush,
I see your soul
when I inhale the air
that allows me to live,
I feel you in me,
feel myself in you,
feel the throbbing, the panting, the crying
the embrace
so tight
I see you walking down black steps in a white skirt.
I see you in a gallery holding a brochure, viewing
paintings,
I see you studying the womanâs face in a painting
I see a man flirt with you
I see you flirt back
I see you go with a man in a bar
I see you desiring another man
and I see myself vanish into the smoky steam of
a dark street
never to return.
I lose myself in a bookstore,
I lose myself in a busy street lined with jazz clubs,
in a studio recording poetry with musicians in
New Orleans
but vanishing from your life
the way a dormant volcano awakens with
red roaring
to love fully
coagulating into black lava rock that will remain
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